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The Guardian - UK
The Guardian - UK

Like Michael Parkinson, I’ve found impostor syndrome hard to shake off

Michael Parkinson photographed last year at his home in Maidenhead, Berkshire.
Michael Parkinson photographed last year at his home in Maidenhead, Berkshire. Photograph: John Lawrence/Shutterstock

According to his son (Michael Parkinson suffered from ‘impostor syndrome’, son says, 25 August), Michael Parkinson “struggled with insecurity and constantly questioning himself”. How I sympathise. I share the same background as Michael, brought up in a council house in a South Yorkshire mining village and educated at the local grammar school. I recall frequently encountering what I call the “not-for-the-likes-of-us-syndrome” which must have had a powerful influence on our development.

I remember feeling sad that this attitude was so prevalent among people who had every reason to be proud of their lives. Such a contrast to the confident air of entitlement that shocked me when I arrived in Cambridge (the first person in my family to go to university). I spent the first term convinced that there had been some mistake letting me in, but I got a first. I went on to obtain a PhD and spent a career as an academic in a medical school.

Now I am over 80, and still feel like an impostor waiting to be found out, as though any day soon I’ll be rumbled.
Christine Kent
Southwell, Nottinghamshire

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