LOS ANGELES_It was a rainy night in St. Louis. It was a chilly night against the New York Mets. It was every wretched night in every Dodgers heartbreak for the last three Octobers.
It was overworked Clayton Kershaw wilting and his relievers stepping upon his slumped figure. It was Dodgers blowing another lead, another series, another season. It was everything an instantly quiet and brooding Dodger Stadium crowd had come to expect, the disillusionment, the debacle, the end.
Then, on two wings and three prayers, it wasn't.
A couple of relievers stopped the bleeding. A trio of hitters opened a wound on the other guys. Soon, thousands were hugging and Randy Newman was singing and autumn lived.
Suddenly, Clayton Kershaw found his smile.
"I'm exhausted, physically and mentally drained, but we live another day," he said.
Suddenly, Justin Turner said his team had shown its heart.
"When stuff's gone bad, we just dig in deeper," he said.
It wasn't history, it was the Dodgers defying history, with their will and work ethic and maybe a little bit of wizardry. Instead of somber elimination, it was jubilant survival, a Dodger team pushed to the brink of elimination that finally pushed back.
They were down, they were up, they were tied, but, in the end, they were magic, defeating the Washington Nationals, 6-5 on Tuesday afternoon to knot the five-game National League Division Series at two games apiece.
''If anyone gives up on this team, they haven't seen us play a whole lot this year," said Manager Dave Roberts.
Everyone will see the Dodgers play at least one more time, in a deciding Game Five at Nationals Park on Thursday, the same sort of Game 5 where they faltered last season against the Mets.
But, bless my Utley, Tuesday perhaps showed that this is not last season.
"We have a thing for the dramatic," said Justin Turner with a shaggy red grin.
How's this for drama?
For the fourth consecutive autumn, Kershaw was attempting to save the season while pitching on three days rest, and he was doing a pretty good job of it, holding a 5-2 lead with two out in the seventh inning, when the Nationals loaded the bases on two singles and a walk.
Roberts pulled Kershaw, which was smart, but then brought in Pedro Baez instead of the more consistent Joe Blanton, which was not so wise. Blanton is usually the eighth-inning guy but this was a high leverage situation and exceptions could have been made and, well, you can guess what happened.
Baez hit Jayson Werth in the elbow to score a run. Luis Avilan was rushed in to face the left-handed Daniel Murphy, who drove a ball into left field to score two more runs and tie the game.
Finally, finally, Blanton was brought the mound, but by then Kershaw was rubbing his face in the dugout and the other Dodgers were treading lightly upon the crust of a collapse.
Or were they?
"We still had energy, it was still a tie game, we still had a chance to win, still had outs left," said Turner, later adding, "There is no room for feeling sorry for ourselves or 'Poor me.' If we had that outlook, we'd be packing up our lockers and going home today."
Blanton instead packed up the Nationals' rally, striking out Anthony Rendon to end the seventh, then retiring all three batters in the eighth.
"We just showed the ability to kind of keep trucking along," said Blanton.
That big rig rolled right over the Nationals in the bottom of the eighth, steered by two unlikely guys who have epitomized the success of this unusual roster.
Andrew Toles, whose first 22 games this season were played at class-A Rancho Cucamonga, hung tough enough to get hit by a bouncing curveball from Blake Treinan.
Andre Ethier, who missed most of the season with a broken leg and wound up with just 26 plate appearance, then stepped in as a pinch-hitter for his first plate appearance of the postseason and promptly smacked a single to left-center field through a hole in the Nats' defensive shift.
"All about finding ways to win," said Turner.
Then came the final blow, struck by a guy whose previous big Dodger postseason blow was a vicious slide, Chase Utley calmly scored Toles with a single to right, then calmly discussing it in vivid detail afterward.
"Sometimes it works out, sometimes it doesn't, today it did," said the understated Utley, who put the final scoop on the cone with a lunging toss to Kenley Jansen covering first base to end the game on a Bryce Harper grounder.
In less than 48 hours, the Dodgers will have to fly across country to face Nat's ace Max Scherzer while probably countering with Rich Hill, who will be starting on three day's rest for the first time in a decade. Also available will be 20-year-old Julio Urias, who will be making his postseason debut.
Sounds difficult. But after Game 4, these Dodgers are convinced anything is possible.
Just ask Roberts, who admitted afterward that he was as emotionally drained as his players.
"Us playing on the road to win one game ... I like our guys," said Roberts.
Just ask Adrian Gonzalez, whose two-run homer set the Dodgers up for their early lead, and who is looking forward to another meeting with Scherzer.
"We beat him once already, we know we can do it," said Gonzalez. "We put some pretty good at-bats against him in Game 1 and confident that we can do it again."
Finally, just ask Turner, who said flatly, "We're going to go and beat Scherzer again."
When asked by the Los Angeles Times' Andy McCullough if he was seriously offering a public guarantee, Turner stood by his story.
"I'm not going to stand here and predict we're going to lose," Turner said.
How could he? Not after Tuesday, which represented new life, new hope, and, who knows, maybe even a new October.
