Vicky Pattison has had a 'year from hell' and is struggling to cope, it's claimed.
The Geordie lass, 31, was devastated when her best friend Paul Burns died suddenly a year ago this month.
In November she called off her engagement to her childhood sweetheart John Noble after he was spotted getting close to another woman in Dubai.
Vicky is struggling to come terms with all the losses she has suffered, according to Close r.
A source said: "This year has been the toughest year of Vicky's life - she's even admitted she's not sure how she found the strength to cope."
The insider claimed that the brunette realised she's not in a good place after the one year anniversary of Paul's death came around.
They continued: "She's acknowledged that she's still grieving, and is not over everything that happened.
"Frankly, she's worn out by it all."
A representative for Vicky Pattison has been contacted for comment.
Vicky posted a tribute to Paul on the anniversary of his death, saying that her "life hasn't been the same" since he passed way.
She wrote: "“Paul Burns, you were too good for us and too good for this world. I’ll always love you.”
Vicky was seen looking "beyond wasted" at Barcelona airport on Monday.
A concerned fan filmed her in a bid to make sure she gets "the help she needs" as they were so worried about the telly favourite.
Vicky later admitted her trip was pretty boozy, but she had a "wonderful" time.
She wrote on Instagram : "Back in London, back... back to work tomorrow....
"But what a weekend I’ve had. To be honest, I’ve had such an amazing month - filmed another new show, made some incredible new friends..."
