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Nika Shakhnazarova

Phillip Schofield was 'shaking with nerves' during first Dancing On Ice episode after coming out

Phillip Schofield was “shaking with nerves” before he hosted Dancing On Ice for the first time since coming out as gay last month.

The 57-year-old felt overwhelmed during his first episode of the hit ITV show since revealing his truth to the world, as judge Ashley Banjo praised the presenter before the audience gave him a round of applause.

Recalling the emotional moment, Ashley told Sun Online : “I didn't plan to make him cry but I said what I felt in the moment. It just felt right.

"Before the show he was shaking with nerves backstage. It felt right to tell him 'it's all good, let's get on with it'."

Phil felt overwhelmed (ITV)

During the heartwarming moment, Ashley told the lovable host: "Phil, it's been a big week, a big big week. You have always been an absolute legend but never, never, ever more so than this week, my friend.

"I think I speak on behalf of all of us when I say we've got nothing but love and respect for you."

Last month, Phil came out as gay in a heartfelt  Instagram  message.

The married This Morning host opened up about his sexuality  in the lengthy statement , which was shared to his Story..

Judge Ashley Banjo said he didn't plan to make him cry (ITV)

He has been  married to wife Stephanie Lowe for nearly 27 years  and shares daughters Molly and Ruby with her.

"You never know what's going on in someone's seemingly perfect life, what issues they are struggling with, or the state of their wellbeing - and so you won't know what has been consuming me for the last few years," he wrote.

"With the strength and support of my wife and my daughters, I have been coming to terms with the fact that I am gay."

Phil received support from the judges (ITV)

"This is something that has caused many heart-breaking conversations at home.

"I have been married to Steph for nearly 27 years, and we have two beautiful grown-up daughters, Molly and Ruby.

"My family have held me so close: they have tried to cheer me up, to smother me with kindness and love, despite their own confusions. Yet still I can't sleep and there have been some very dark moments.

"My inner conflict contrasts with an outside world that has changed so very much for the better."

He was 'shaking with nerves' (DIGITAL/EROTEME.CO.UK)

He continued: "Today, quite rightly, being gay is a reason to celebrate and be proud.

"Yes, I am feeling pain and confusion, but that comes only from the hurt that I am causing to my family.

"Steph has been incredible - I love her so very much. She is the kindest soul I have ever met. My girls have been astonishing in their love, hugs and encouraging words of comfort.

"Both mine and Steph's entire families have stunned me with their love, instant acceptance and support. Of course they are worried about Steph, but I know they will scoop us both up. My friends are the best, especially Holly, who has been so kind and wise - and who has hugged me as I sobbed on her shoulder."

He added: "At ITV, I couldn't hope to work with more wonderful, supportive teams.Every day on This Morning, I sit in awe of those we meet who have been brave and open in confronting their truth - so now it's my turn to share mine.

"This will probably all come as something of a surprise and I understand, but only by facing this, by being honest, can I hope to find peace in my mind and a way forward.

"Please be kind, especially to my family. Phillip."

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