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Jasmine Allday

Malin Andersson says she isn't enjoying her pregnancy as she struggles through

Malin Andersson has suffered more heartbreak than is ever imaginable.

The former Love Island star devastatingly lost her daughter Consy two years ago and she is now expecting a baby with her partner Jared.

She announced the happy news back in August, but it was tinged with sadness as she reflected on the loss of her daughter.

And in a honest update with fans on Wednesday, Malin says she isn't enjoying her pregnancy and she admits she'll be "glad" when her pregnancy is over.

"When this pregnancy is over, I'll honestly be glad," she wrote on Twitter for her 288,000 followers.

Malin is expecting a baby with her partner Jared (Instagram)
The pregnant Love Island star admits she isn't enjoying her pregnancy (Instagram)

"Sounds so strange of me to say but I'm not enjoying it. Some would say you should be happy, but that isn't realistic."

When Malin announced her pregnancy back in August, she admitted she "couldn't describe" how she was feeling.

"My next chapter. My new beginning. My happy ending. My entire universe. All mine," she started her post.

"I can’t describe to you all how I feel writing this. Everything I’ve ever wanted, everything I visualised."

Malin confessed she was struggling (Twitter)

"My heart feels electric writing this, my eyes tearing up because I can promise you all there was once upon a time I never thought I could experience this," she continued.

"I was wrong. It just wasn’t the right time. All the pain I’ve endured has led to this very moment.. my own little family."

Malin explained how she felt like her pregnancy was "too good to be true".

"It isn't until you are amongst peace that you realise what your life used to be like," she penned.

"Sometimes my life right now feels too good to be true. I don't like delving into my past unless it's to make a point & help you all to understand transition and strength - and this time I would like to compare how different my pregnancies are."

Malin has been honest and open about her pregnancy journey following the loss of her daughter Consy (Instagram)

She also shared a poignant poem about her loss and her current pregnancy.

"This pregnancy should make you happy they said, you should be grateful.. look to the future and smile instead," she wrote.

"But it doesn’t always work out like that; grief comes creeping out.. keeping you trapped."

She added: "Triggers and healing, just a few of the emotions she’s been feeling.

"Stuck her in head, doubt and fear.. worrying about her new little girl, oh she’s holding back a tear.

"She didn’t realise having her rainbow baby would trigger this pain, but she knows this is normal and to not feel ashamed."

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