Loose Women star Charlene White has revealed her father has died by suicide.
The panellist, 45, announced that her father Denniston died two weeks ago after battling a “dark cloud he couldn’t lift”.
She shared the heartbreaking news in a statement on Instagram on Friday, writing: “Unbeknownst to us, our dad had been living with a dark cloud he couldn’t lift.
"So he made the decision to take control of that cloud and take his own life. This despite the fact he lived a life full of love. FULL to the brim. Overflowing in fact.
"But sometimes the darkness is stronger, and heartbreakingly for all of us, he chose to keep what he was going through to himself. Very typical of dad.
"So we too have made a choice - his children, step-children, and wife - not to hide the circumstances of our loss. Because hiding emotions and the true depth of our feelings — hurt, pain, shock, grief etc. — helps no-one. Least of all us."
The TV star said her family are "still finding our way" while navigating the "unexpected" grief.
White urged her fans to "hug your parents close" and "tell them that you love them".
"But we have each other, and I don’t know how we’d ever be able to see a sliver of brightness and light in everyday without each other to lean on," she continued.
"And the million extended family members, and tribes of friends who’ve held our hearts and our hands over the past two weeks."
The former I’m A Celebrity star revealed hundreds of loved ones paid tribute to Denniston at a traditional Jamaican Nine Night on Sunday.
The service is a funeral celebration held on the ninth night after a death and typically involves a gathering of friends and family with food, music and singing.
"Denniston was an amazing dad, step dad, surrogate dad to many, friend, brother, grandad, uncle, cousin and husband. And we’re all just taking it step by step," White wrote.
"From Charlene, Liz, Joshua, Carina, Jade, Gemma, Justin, Soriah, Alfie, Florence, Kairo, Elisha and Shaniya."
White’s Loose Women co-stars shared their condolences in the comments.
Nadia Sawalha wrote: “Charlene... oh my darling I’m in total shock for you . You have such a wonderfully close and loving family.
“Your adoration for your father always shines so brightly when you talk about him. The hugest of hugs. xx”
Coleen Nolan added: “Oh Charlene so so sorry to hear this news… thinking of you and your family! Love you.”
If you are experiencing feelings of distress, or are struggling to cope, you can speak to the Samaritans, in confidence, on 116 123 (UK and ROI), email jo@samaritans.org, or visit the Samaritans website to find details of your nearest branch.
