PHOENIX _ During the second half of the Los Angeles Lakers' 122-110 win over the Phoenix Suns on Thursday, one Lakers fan sitting in the first row of seats at Talking Stick Resort Arena vocalized the complicated emotions felt by many like him these days.
"I'm fine with winning this game so long as we lose the rest of them," said Jonathan Ajimne, a 29-year-old from Anaheim, Calif.
Ajimne wore a Kobe Bryant jersey and sat next to his father, Vernon, who wore a Magic Johnson jersey. They picked Phoenix as the site of a golfing vacation so they could take in a Lakers game and paid $220 for their seats. He wanted to see a win in person _ but he also wants the Lakers to keep their lottery pick and get one high enough that they can draft UCLA point guard Lonzo Ball.
"The season is a failure if we don't keep our pick," he said.
Thursday night in Phoenix, the Lakers beat a team whose fans have a similar conundrum to theirs. Wins are good for young players, they're good for morale and they're more fun. But wins can also threaten the future. A better record can reduce the chance of a higher draft pick. The Lakers (20-45) would lose their 2017 first-round pick to the Philadelphia 76ers if it falls out of the top three after the lottery.
The worst record in the NBA is out of reach. The Brooklyn Nets only have 11 wins. The Lakers' chief competition for the second-worst record in the NBA was the Suns, who are now 21-44.
"That's going to play itself out in the end," Lakers Coach Luke Walton said. "No matter what happens, it's still going to come down to the luck of the balls type of thing. My job is to coach these guys to get better. We're going to continue to do that and try to win every time we play."
The Lakers played like they were driven by the memory of a 36-point loss to the Suns on Feb. 15. Since then the Suns have won three games while the Lakers were on the second loss of an eight-game losing streak that ended Thursday.
Ivica Zubac checked in early in the second quarter and helped the Lakers put together a 10-0 run that helped them get the first lead since early in the game. D'Angelo Russell played well, both in his scoring and his facilitation of the offense. Russell scored 28 points, making six of nine three-point shots. He had three steals, three assists and no turnovers.
"He did amazing running the show, getting everybody involved and attacking and scoring when we needed it," Lakers forward Julius Randle said.
By midway through the third quarter, the Lakers had taken what proved an insurmountable 11-point lead in front of a very conflicted set of fans _ on both sides of the aisle.
"Any time they go against the Lakers, the lottery goes out the window," said Javier Lugo, a 29-year-old Suns fan.
Joe Stack, 21, and Jack Shagren, 22, both go to school at a small college in Washington. They're Suns fans, they've seen Washington guard Markelle Fultz in person, and they'd like their team to draft him.
Did Stack find the Suns' recent three-game winning streak annoying?
"A little bit," he said. "But I can't do anything about that."
Lakers fan Anthony Maldonado took in the game with his dad and two brothers.
"I always in my heart want the Lakers to win," he said. "But I'm more relying on the lottery pick now that our season doesn't mean anything."
His father, on the other hand, said he didn't care about the pick. He just wanted to see the Lakers win.
That's a sentiment many lifelong fans can appreciate.
Like, David Weller, 56, who has season tickets in section 226. He's been a Suns season ticket holder for 25 years, and has lived in Arizona since before the Suns even existed.
He hears it from his friends all the time.
"Dave, why do you want them to win?" he said, imitating his friends. "Don't you want the lottery pick?"
He can't help it.