Katie Price has admitted she's only here because of her children in a brave confession about her year from hell.
In a one-off special of her My Crazy Life TV series, the 41-year-old former glamour model will open up about her emergency dash back to rehab after the stress of going bankrupt and other woes overwhelmed her.
"My name's Katie Price. I've decided to check in as an inpatient," a sneak peek trailer of her upcoming show has her telling the camera.
Filmed inside her bare room at The Priory, Katie continues: "I think this is something that has been brewing for a while.
"There's only so much I can take as a human being."
In a clip filmed after her discharge, Katie tells best friend Rick Live: "Everything just got to me. The only reason I'm sitting here now is because of my children."
She then tells the camera: "I've been to hell and back, but I'm starting to feel like me again."
Katie is also mourning the end of her relationship with toyboy Kris Boyson as well as coping with her mum Amy Price's terminal lung condition.
And, as coronavirus threatens to split up her family indefinitely, Katie has to try to get her life back on track while dealing with son Harvey alone in lockdown.
"I've come out the hospital realising where's everyone gone, and everyone's isolated themself," she tells someone on the phone in the trailer.
"I can't even hug my mum, it's so sad."
*Katie Price: My Crazy Life airs Monday May 4 at 10pm on Quest Red
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