I am a 55-year-old woman and have been with my male partner since I was 22. I love him, like him and we still have an active sex life. However, I have become more and more sure in recent years that I am much more attracted to women. I had sexual experiences with women long ago and feelings of need and loss around this part of my identity are really hitting me now. I am less attracted to my partner, which makes me sad, as he is an attentive and caring lover. He is also monogamous, although he knows to some extent how I feel. I am not sure what I want or what to do.
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