Gemma Collins has made no secret about wanting to become a mum, even undergoing fertility tests on screen to see what her chances are.
But the diva, 38, has now backtracked, admitting that she might not ever have children.
Speaking on her podcast, Gemma said she doesn't know if she's ready for motherhood and compared herself to childless actress Jennifer Aniston.
She'd started thinking about it again recently after looking after a group of children when she was the only sober one following a party at Dawn Ward's house.
Gemma said: "It's nice to play mum sometimes. I'm definitely definitely getting older. I would like a child.
"Sometimes I think, should I have a kid? Should I have a child? I don't know. I've got so many of my friends' children that love me, these kids.
"I mean, I'm not just saying it, they love me. I love them because I get to hand them back and I get a peaceful night's sleep."
Gemma said she took inspiration from Friends' Jennifer as the star is content with not being a mum.
The GC continued: "The argument I kind of have with myself about kids is oh god it's a huge responsibility, am I still a kid myself? That's what I battle with.
"Then it's like no, I'm 38, but Jennifer Aniston said 'Just because I haven't got kids that doesn't define me as I woman.'
"That was the best statement I've heard my whole life because thats what I regularly say to people now.
"They're like, have you got kids, do you want kids? You do feel embarrassed because you don't know what to say."
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