Atlanta Falcons’ Hayden Hurst has described 2016 suicide attempt as “the best and worst thing that’s ever happened in my life” in a candid video posted by the team.
Hurst, 27, has long struggled with mental health issues which turned him towards drugs and alcohol as he tried to cope.
"I can't really explain it," Hurst said. "It's hard to unless you go through it, but depression, you feel like nobody's there, despite my family being so close. They're willing to do whatever, but when you're in that head space and you're in that dark spot, you feel alone.
"You feel like nobody's there, nobody cares. So I guess for me, in those years, that's why I turned to drinking."
In January 2016 Hurst tried to take his own life, and was taken to hospital where he made a full recovery.
"It was the best and worst thing that's ever happened in my life," Hurst says. "Because when I made that decision, when I was in that hospital room, kind of reflecting on everything I had done, I made a promise to myself. I was like, I'm not going to do this again.
"For whatever reason, God looked down on me and gave me a second shot at this thing. And I made a promise, I'm going to make the most of this opportunity."
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